A line was drawn in the sand
To keep you safe as a little one…
Safe from harm, and
Safe from your elders' fears
Of their own unmet shadows.
You understood with your child's mind
That if you crossed this line, you would die.
It seemed so clear that
There was an abyss on the other side of that line,
Along with frightful child-eating monsters… so of course,
The command “stay back” was etched deeply in a hidden place
Within your mind,
And you never questioned it.
So that even now, decades later,
When life offers you a challenge to this carefully constructed identity,
Or a taste of freedom from the tyranny of this line,
The 9-1-1 alarm goes off, and the old insistent commands take over…
“Danger! Danger! Get down. Back up. Don’t question, just stop… now!"
This line was constructed long ago with great intelligence to keep the little one safe
In a world she did not yet have the tools to navigate.
And now the world is asking her, is asking you,
To Return to the starting place…
To return to Who you were before the imaginary line of separation was drawn.
To return to Who you have always been.
So when you find yourself fighting old ghosts, or holding yourself back, or
Triggered by someone who reflects what is not acceptable from behind the line…
When you feel contracted, restricted, agitated, or in great discomfort…
Welcome it all.
This is the invitation from the other side of the Line
To come Home again
To the vast expanse of your Being.
Let this Self you are,
Be found.
Let it reveal Itself to you again and again
And in doing so, you offer the world the same invitation…
To come Home
In ever expanding
Ripples of
Yes.

And now the world is asking her, is asking you,
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To return to Who you were before the imaginary line of separation was drawn.
To return to Who you have always been.
Thank you, Peggy, for walking the path of "Coming Home" with me... no matter what :-)
What an incredible honor and privilege to do so dear Kathy.
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ReplyDeleteThere once was a man who was out riding the waves with great abandon. A huge wave came and carried him crashing into my shins. He kept repeating, “I am so sorry, are you ok? The wave just took me, I didn’t mean to run into you. Can I help you up.” The woman thought, “I am 60 now. I am probably too old to be in the high tide. I should leave.” But, she couldn’t let go of the call to the deep. And so she swam until the water was over her head and she let the gentle waves carry her. And she rejoiced at the gift of water. - Blessed is she who lets God carry her.
Blessed indeed!
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